I miss my grandparents so much. The thought of anyone besides them living in their house makes me feel sick. Everything around me makes me miss them, and just when I think I’ve been doing better dealing with not having them here anymore, Ill see a picture of them or a song they use to sing will come to mind and suddenly everything sucks again. And of course, the reality of missing them hits the worst at 2:30 in the morning while laying in bed alone.